Yeah I know, I know, it's been a while since my last topic. Well, maybe a little more than a while. But you know guys it's just cause I'm not so used to blog. Hope I'll get better on that, I promise ;)
So, it remains one month. Just one month here in Italy before the big big step: save the date fellows, the 24th of May I'll be in NYC studying at New York Film Academy! It sounds great, doesn't it? But in reality it sounds even extremely frightening.
Cause growing up could be frightening, change could be frightening, and I feel so frightened by leaving here the ones I love. It's exhaustingly difficult, anxiety is stressing me out.
It's that kind of feel when you cannot sleep, when you need to cry for no reason at any time (ok, only women will understand this point), when you just want to give up.
So why the hell am I doing this?
Cause avoiding changes in your life is way more frightening.
Choosing to give up for a stupid human fear sounds so nonsensical.
Giving up it's only the easiest way, not always the best one, and this fits every decision you need to make in your life. The best decision I could make for my life and my career now, is taking a flight and get my ass in NYC!
What about your difficult decision, my friend?
Remember, just before taking it... wonder: "am I living now?"